March 5, 2000 :: 1:30 a.m.

Bad one. Tub, then thumper. Came back to bed.

Not quite as bad as the worst of this cycle.

6:00 a.m. -- ANOTHER bad one, heard him crying in the living room. He was sitting cross legged rocking back and forth, too exhausted to pace. Thumped until it went down a little. Came back to bed, had sex, fell right asleep.