Doc's Cluster Headache Journal

Thursday, January 31, 2008

Psychedelic substances still being reported to have great benefits.

I got a short email from a kind person pointing me to information on LSD & Psilocybin as methods for treating clusters and letting me know that he had success with it. I realized I really haven't said much on the subject in this blog so I thought I would post my response to him.


Name Withheld,

We sure are the lucky (cursed) ones aren't we?

I am very glad to hear that you haven't had attacks in over a year. That is great! There have been a few times since I started getting Clusters (15-16 years ago) that I have had long natural reprieves... but you are right the evidence provided by you and other people willing to risk taking the substances mentioned seems to be much more than coincidental lulls in your cycles. I have known about this treatment for a many years and have been keeping up on the stories from people who have tried it to some degree. It's not at all surprising to me that those it has an effect for many people, they do dramatically change brain chemistry and my (wild) guess would be that they "reset" us cluster suffers in some way.

I guess I am a bit cautious of being on the wrong side of the law so I don't trust casual methods of acquiring what would be needed to try the experiment. Its funny because as a musician, I have been in bands since I was 17 and was constantly surrounded by it but I avoided getting involved in the culture myself so now all these years later I don't have any trusted contacts. heh. I would never order anything like that through the mail as some people do.... I just couldn't trust it.

I was very close a few months back to breaking down and asking around to my old band mates if they knew how to "acquire" still. I was ready to self medicate and try it... But the thing that stopped me was that I finally got into see a neurologist at a pain clinic that is supposed to be top notch and since I had tried to get an appointment with them before and been told I they were not taking new patients, I decided to give that a try. Well, I am committed to sticking to her treatment for the time being.... interestingly she has me on Anti-seizure medication and although I would not say that it made the clusters vanish... It did effect them. It made them inconsistent and "wavy", possibly less intense. So I get the "approved for use" mind altering substance and get little to no relief and you take the stuff doctors won't touch with a 10 foot pole and get great results. That sounds about par for the course...

Currently, My cycle is taking a long time to wind down as it has started doing over the last few years... I think this is natural as opposed to the result of the doctors treatment. So I am feeling pretty decent at the moment, but I guess if it starts ramping back up again I will most likely ask the doctor to put my treatment on hold and see if I can break the oncoming cycle using the methods you did.

Over the years, have gotten used to the clusters... I know what to expect, I know I will survive the attacks, and I know that I can bounce back... But as you know, nothing compares to that pain and I like any clusterhead will do anything to get free from it.

Good luck to you bud, I know what it's like and I am glad you are getting a (hopefully permanent) break from it.
Doc.



My current feeling on LSD & Psilocybin as a Cluster Headache Treatment is that there is something to it... too many people seem to be getting results. But I also know just how desperate cluster sufferers can be for something to finally take the pain away. I think sometimes we hurt so much that we squeeze our eyes tightly shut and imagine something works while trying to convince everyone else it works too. Then we can take comfort (if only for a while) that a "remedy" that may just be coincidental, or not work on more than a few people, is finally the answer... I hope serious study can be done, I really do. But I am not counting on it.

Meanwhile, I was not just blowing smoke, I do intend to try this myself at some point if possible. I may be a bitter, beaten, cluster-ridden, rag doll of a man... But I can still muster a bit of hope.

2 Comments:

  • My cluster headaches have been put under control by the use of magic mushrooms. Not liking the mind-altering effects, I have found that small monthly doses are equally, if not more effective at headache prevention than large doses, and can even abort a headache in progress. Prior to using mushrooms, I fought a several-year-long battle with these monsters - I was full on chronic - I had no breaks. What kept me alive then was daily use of melatonin - which, at the correct daily dose, could keep my headaches at bay. Psilocybin and melatonin are very similar molecules - the difference being that I needed melatonin daily, and psiloybin only monthly or even less. It took me over six months to locate a source of magic mushrooms once I made the choice to try this treatment. I hope for your sake that you can put aside your skepticism and fear of the law. Meanwhile, please try a daily dose of melatonin. After a few weeks, you should be able to guage how much melatonin is enough - I cycled between 1.5 to 6 milligrams - some people have needed as much as 9 mg. a day.

    Doctors have no answers for this kind of pain, and because the market is so small, probably never will. Without the internet and the information I found there, I would have killed myself long ago. Now I live a healthy, normal life like I did before my first attack.

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at 2/01/2008 11:42 PM  

  • Anonymous,
    It's good to hear that this is working for you! I hope you never have to feel the pain again.

    I composed a long response but put in as a new entry because it was so friggin long... heh

    If you stop by again you can read it as an entry on 2-2-08

    Good luck to you. I genuinely hope you have found your answer and maybe I will join you soon. :)

    Peace,
    Doc.

    By Blogger Murdock Scott, at 2/02/2008 2:46 AM  

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