november 20, 2005

long and low.

long and low.

long and low.

that's pretty much what's been going on for the past couple of weeks, and it doesn't feel like it's worth posting about. this generally means the cycle is coming to a long, exhausting close.

it's always interesting to me how neither of us posts or writes anything in the journal or does any research on clusters when he's not getting the intense ones. i guess that when he's not in pain, pain is the LAST thing either of us want to think about.

he said the other day, and it's something i've often thought, that it's almost preferable sometimes to get the intense ones than these 24/7 level "1"s or "2"s because they just wear you down. it isn't as bad, painwise, but it never ever stops.